I would rather get in his way.

Matthew 19:26 (ESV) 26 But Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

I have been coming back to this passage for several days now and have come to realize that I totally believe it intellectually, But not totally in my heart.

Once again I have come to a place where I have realized that I have been trying to do things on my own. I suppose the reason is because I think I have a better way.

There is a saying in Narcotics Anonymous. Let go and let God This is something that I have not been doing. I would rather get in his way.

In essence I have been my own God. Life has enough UPS and Downs without Trying to control everything myself .

I have had my life separated into boxes where I have kept my wife and God out of. No more, I went to my wife yesterday and confessed and got things into the light and now there has been a shift. I kicked my boxes over and exposed everything.

I’m grateful to be married to a woman who does not judge me because of the things that I have done. She sees me the way God sees me.

Who do you say I am