Stop living for the experience and just live in truth. Have you been in such a bad way that you’ve had every Tom, Dick and Harry pray for you and nothing changes. What could be the reason that nothing changes? I would submit to you that nothing changes because you’re looking for the experience instead of just believing in the truth in who He says you are.
Who are you? You are a Son you are a Daughter of the Lord most high. Your circumstances do not change, your feelings do. Believe the truth.
They’re circumstance that you are in is an opportunity to shine. It’s not an opportunity to complain.
Don’t let the bad thoughts that pop up in your mind speak louder than the person who lives inside of you.
I have been crucified with Christ it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives Within Me and the life I now live in the flesh. I live by faith in the son of God, who loves me and gave himself up for me. Galatians 2:20
Matthew 6.6 