It is so easy to just sit around and reflect about what could have should have happened.
Instead of focusing on past failures and maybe even some of your defeats, I want to encourage you to turn that around to something positive. Those mistakes and defeats have helped to shape Who You Are. They had given you strength, endurance and perseverance.
The Lord has made you Victorious!
2nd Corinthians 2:14 now thanks be to God who always leads us in Triumph in Christ, and through us diffuses the fragrance of his knowledge in every place.